Pen bug?

I've been trying to write something for a few days now with the PEN skill and everytime I finish I look back and see the ink has faded on my parchment. I tried taking off my helmet with is -int and the same thing happened, so I tried it with a +3int and it still happened. I'm about 90% sure that I've written notes at least twice as long as this one is, and I'm still using the same pen and paper I always use. I was just wondering if you could give a look at it for me and see if anything is wrong. Much oblidged. Lophiel